It's gone!

Today, I handed in my grant for my candidacy. I handed it in a day early, but considering I've been working on it for four months, I just wanted to get rid of it, now that it was deemed complete by myself and a few others. I was eager to get it out of my hands because I didn't want to work on it anymore. I printed it up and assembled all of the components, resulting in a 30 page document that I handed out to my committee members. I felt great for about 10 seconds, after which I started getting nervous again because now they were going to READ it and it was out of my control! Eek! I still feel nervous when I think about them looking it over, criticizing it (so easy to do) and thinking of really hard questions to ask me regarding it. Now, for the next two weeks, I will be at home studying studying studying, trying to anticipate what questions they will ask so that I have answers ready for them. I can't wait until my exam is over!